23

"A decade ago, I never thought I would be, 23 on the verge of spontanious combustion, woah is me..."

This year I change. Leave the old me behind and start life for real. Give up selfcenterness and instant gratification. Time to become a man, imperfect, but strong and deep. Like a might oak, carry my burdens the way a man does, with purpose. No more waiting. This year will be different. I know because my heart's desires are changing. Because everything I know, everything comfortable the last few years is changing. But its what I need. And though its hard I'm seeing the brighter side already. Today I stopped to smell the roses, breathed deep and found the butterflys returning home after a long absence. Its exciting but I'll play it cool, see what happens :)